don't know why
为何我会如此害怕伤害
难道相爱不是我所期待
don't know why
为何留下记忆却离开
遗忘在我脑袋
and i know
黑夜把我带走
我无法拭去伤痛
过去的回忆围绕着我
使我无法重新来过
don't know why
分开后竟是如此无奈
我始终还是跳不出来
我想爱但是记忆在胸口炸开
不让我醒过来
很想说我走
我不想再爱
我不想我不敢
but i know
黑夜把我带走
我无法重新爱过
掩盖着所有
被侵蚀的痛
永远活在你的...
人生难得几回
也不过就这么几回
我了解我也曾经那么那么
一去不回
在感情这条路就是这么blue
tell you now
爱是全部的付出
少一厘米少一颗饭粒
也不能让你称呼
强取豪夺
是不会让你赢得全部
尝到的苦
也不能让你就此打住
and i know
黑夜把我带走
我无法拭去伤痛
过去的回忆围绕着我
使我无法重新爱过
HmMz, today mon again... sooooo sian!! a new wk starts... well, i tink time passes very fast... now already mid april lo... wahaha. Had a slpless nitez yest... sooooooo tired now. Cos dunno y i cant slp, sooo ard 2+am den finalli fell aslp... haiz!! so sad.. haha. Maybe i tink too much n too stress le la... NorMalli i cant slp is cos i realli tends to tink alot n wori alot. Tat's a bad habit... N wat was i tinking ytd?? Basicalli tinking of d past, some pp, n worrying for my coming exams...!!! oH so shitty, exams is coming n i tink i realli need to dedicate my time on it le!! Had wasted tooo much time for d past few wks cos practicalli no mood study? haa... My Exams stress coming again... Oh Nooooooooo!!!!!! N well, have told myself not to tink much on rships stuffs le... everything shun qi zhi ran!! else my studies r gg to flunk!!! Hmmz, sat my ex asked mi if i still liked him... Cos he asked is it i haven forgotten him since y till now i still nt attached? Den he told mi tat he is currently having a gf who's 5yrs younger den him... n funni ting is, d way he noes d gal is like how he noes mi... n their rship now is like ours in d past..... haa. Tinkin, is he finding a subsitute of mi???
Well, hopefulli he is not... N i tink he realli tinks too much!!! Not attached now nt bcoz of haven forget him or wat lo... haa. sooo thick-skin sia... Anyway, he doesnt noe how i've been in d past mths... sooo wont blame him la. Jux hope he treats d xiao mei mei gd lo..... LoL... Life isn't all abt rships anyway... Wat's urs will be urs, no pt forcing or watever. Haa... Juz live life to d fullest!!!!!
Oh anyway, tis morning... his cute smile brightens my day again!!! lol... For those who rmb, i said there's tis cute boy near my area always gg for a walk every morn when i go work.... He's back!!!!!!! wonder where he went to for d past wks cos didnt c him so sad lo...... hee. Yawns, sooo slpy... dozing off soon.
P.S1 Can any1 tell mi, will u biao bai to d person u like? Hmmz, n wat will u do if he/she takes ur biao bai as a joke... n tink u kidding him/her?? haiz.
P.S2 Shi Shen is NicE!!! Mux WaTch!!! Thxs jen for d recommendation...... MuackS!!! =P
