Today mon again.. after a long wkned, dun realli have mood to work.. haha.. Well, maybe quite sian of work in maersk le la.. do work den pple claim credit. den in d end, pple ask y i dun take more initiative do more? sianz, sian, sian!! tell boss abt tis? nah... no1 believes cos i onli temp.. hmmz.. haiz nvm.. jux hope my ctr. ending sooon.. n guess tat's working life ba.. haiz. maybe i'm still inexperienced for such situations lo. sooo abt d matter to applie as perm or continue ctr.. shld i? hmm i dunno.. anyway tink mux ganbatte on my studies le, like wat bryan says.. hehe.
Recently has been meeting up with an ex-colleague for almost d whole wkned plus today n we gg meet again tml.. OMG!! haha.. Anyway, i dun like it to c my frens in tis state.. so spend time acc her lo.. it's ok for mi la.. Went play arcade with her today ar... c we bored till like tat... lolz... Hmm, tis gal.. dunno how to help her. Got bf le but in office met a guy n she's practically crazy for him.. i would say. For d times i met up with her, almost every hr, every min, every sec she would mention him now n then.. den ask mi how shld she sms him n stuffS? haiz.. Y?? n when her bf noes abt tis guy she admires.. d bf no reaction at all? i'm sooooo curious... haha. can any1 tell mi?? GUYS..... i realli dun understand!!
Anyway, gotta noe 2 new frens recently... as stated in my previous post... Well, i guess it's gd to noe more frens ba... LoL... they're realli nice gor gors... hehe.. too bad cant join their trip back to msia play... wakaka... soooo sad!! T_T... haiz. n hor, they call mi xiao mei mei lei... all thxs to val lo.. hiyo... i'm 21 nt xiao mei mei le lei... so sad lei.. haha... was chatting with them today, n they realli nice n fun guys.. haha. oh bryan, all d best in ur job search...!! will ask AL help u de.. hehe... Well, a fren asked mi tis qns today... hmm n i wonder if any of u can ans mi... Gals, if ur bf is some1 who is of a much lower education den u... can u accept?? n for Guys, can u guys accept if ur gf has a higher education den u?? hmmz... for mi, my ans to her is... If u like tat guy n since u can accept d fact dat he is of a lower education... n u can accept his everything, u shld be prepared tat frens, others will not tink well of ur rship lo... y bother how others tink if u realli r serious abt each other n d rship onli belongs to d 2 of u....!!! n as frens, shldnt we support our fren if they shld face such situations? hmmz...
Feeling super low nowadays... y? cos some1(she) told mi tat i've hurt him... n tat time when he gaf mi hints of biao bai to mi, i was unsure... n den many things happen after tat... n now tat i realise d feeling, he maybe have been hurt badly tat's y he treat mi soooo cold.... n sooo wat can i do now??? i realli regret for not noticing his hints..... haiz... my greatest regret ever....... Wont u gif mi another chance? y?? n she asked mi nt to cheat xiao didi... haha soo sad. tat's wat my fren tink of mi... n well since when did i do tat? haiz... super sad... hmmz.. shall end here. no mood!!!!!!!
